Charlotte felt like ice cream with roasted nuts and chocolate. She hadn't felt like eating for days. Suddenly, she was famished.
Of course, now Rosco looked pretty dead in bed. He just laid there as if the end was near. Not saying a word. Sometimes, she'd touch him just to see if he were hot or cold. He was breathing.
She ate at her icecream soup since it was a bit too cold to eat. She let it sit a while when she checked her e-mail. There was a letter from Derrick. First instinct was to delete it. She did. But then she went to trash just to see what it said.
How is it I never hear from you anymore?
I've kind of been out of it, I know. Its been shitty the last few weeks. I got sick. Then Carrie came back and that didn't go well. She's really been not herself, lately. I dunno if its just me, but I think she's losing me. Maybe she always had. I don't know what I ever did to her. Something about I didn't like her when I first met her. According to her. God, honestly, I don't know what she wants from me.
Things were great after we hooked up, and then we got married (swore I'd never ever do. )Now I wished I hadn't. It sucks. Don't ever get married. If I can tell you one thing to never do. Its this.
I found out something about Carrie, but she doesn't know that I know. She's gonna have a kid. I know for a fact its not mine. The best guess I have is that its Rosco. I know he sent me this stupid ass video of her and somebody. But I think that was just crap. And you should really think about dumping Rosco cause I think he's not telling you the truth.
Remember, I'm here for you, babe. Remember that.